angielski

Where to begin... well, might as well start where my basis of my personality is based off of; feeling wanted, and being cherished.

Personally, I'm the bastard son of a man-whore of a father, and a young mother. For four years did I stay with my grandmother, and that was when I met the man I would call my father for eight years. He taught me to enjoy life, understand it is going to suck, and do what you can to make yourself happy. For a very long time did I think he a saint, as any kid my age at the time (5-10yo, mind) would think. Dad could do anything, he was superman, and at one point, he was my coach for my TBYFL team, the Oldsmar Falcons. Yet, throughout the years, my mother is the one who I accredit my strongest personality traits: selflessness, trust, loyalty, and the desire to make her family the best it could possibly be. However, everything would start to violently jam as during my 6th grade year, I would go through two homes and two schools: Farnell and Carwise. During these moves, as well, my father's health was on a down-turn. Ever since I met my dad, he had a firm lump in the right breast.

Come to find out, it was cancer. By the time we found the bloody disease, it was terminal and I was sent off to Michigan shortly after he was admitted to the ICU. Excuse my rudeness, but from there, I'm sure you may know what transpired. Mentioning the fact is making my upset at the fact.

Regardless, a year after my dad was cremated, my mother met this man named Shawn. Granted, I thought he was a new man I could put my faith in. Yet, five months into that relationship, turned out he was cheating on his fiance with my mother -- much akin to my biological father, who I have such a strong resentment for. Much like how a broken bone is damaged in the healing process, it was then my mind would struggle to trust another man in my immediate family.

Right now, my mother has a man that has been around for years, even bore another daughter alongside my middle-sister and myself, but, but the wounds of the past are very hard to forget. A scarred elephant never forgets, as they say.

Now, my sob story aside, what does a high school senior that is on the cusp of graduation have to offer? Apart from the fact I'm already enlisted in the U.S Army, as well as having studied psychology extensively in the last two years, I am going out to say that I am one of the most loyal people you will ever come across. A tad clingy, I admit, and moody, but my interest in finding someone I can make that bond with which I seek is what drove me here.

In further explanation, I haven't succumb to my inner demons in the sense of becoming cold, distant, and stoic; quite the opposite. In many situations, I'm excessively protective of those whom I hold dear, and I'm more or less a blank canvas in terms of this lifestyle. As my title would suggest, I am extensively new, but in rebuttal... I restate that my heart is a battery of raw affection for a Domme who would not mind being the anchor for Her soldier.

In short, I am looking for someone who would want a Little that is interested in lifestyle BDSM and will teach him the basic ropes. Thank you for reading so far, and I hope you have a great, fantastic day otherwise.

Byk

Krępy

5' 5 (165 cm)

Niebieski

kaukaskie

Nigdy Nie Wyszłam Za Mąż/ Nigdy Się Nie Ożeniłem

Nie

Tak

Uśmiech

Nawet Bym o Tym Nie Rozmawiał

Brązowy

Pies

Tak

Dyplom Ukończenia Liceum

Student

Wojsko

Wheeled Vehicle Mechanic (91B)

od $15,000USD do $29,999USD

Z Rodzicami

Wszystko Jest w Porządku

Tak - Towarzysko

Nie

Ulubieniec Nauczycieli

Przyjacielski, Obserwujący, Zdystansowany, Nieśmiały

Sztuka & Rękodzieło, Internet, Gry, Uczenie Się

Spędzanie Czasu z Przyjaciółmi, Zakupy, Granie w Gry Komputerowe, Próbowanie Nowych Rzeczy

An ideal first date would most likely going to a reserved place to eat, like a Melting Pot or otherwise. Something dimly-lit, calm, where we can get a conversation going.

I've really wanted to go to an in-person concert, but I've never really had anyone to take, or always seemed to be left out of those plans bu my acquaintances.

Przyjacielski, Ktoś Kim Chcieliby Być, Ponury

Ateista

Nigdy

At the end of the day, I want to be a father. My idea of success is having a pair of huskies, a child or two, with absolutely no debt and own a house in the northern parts of the continental United States. As well, I would like to own a Chrysler 300 and a family vehicle for our garage.

Mądry, Oschły/Sarkastyczny, Przyjacielski, Slapstic

Nie Lubię Oglądać Telewizji

Fantastyka, Komediowe, Rodzina

Elektroniczna, New Age, Pop, Rap, Rock

Fikcyjne, Historyczne, Fantastyka, Jestem Autorem Książek

MY idea of fun is heavily based around video gaming, oddly enough. I like roleplaying we are a pilot in a plane on War Thunder, or tank commanders on World of Tanks.

Śmiałość, Empatia, Atrakcyjny Wygląd, Doskonałe Umiejętności, Inteligencja, Wrażliwość, Troskliwość, Dowcipny

In a partner, I do not particularly care for raw power and excessive dominance; rather, I find the sympathetic domme that can guide me in the right direction and... more or less, be a mother to me. In most cases, I have to stress I am VERY new to this lifestyle and need time to get used to it. But, I will learn quickly if you permit me to do so.

Randka, Intymny, Oddany